one fairly common experience of gifted children is wishing for pain. you had some great big horrible thing in your past so that can justify the pain you're in, and you'll deserve help. it's exhausting it up to anyone out there who feels like they haven't suffered enough get help: allowed want feel better holy yeah nanostorens INTERESTING. Skinny-bird this those things everyone actually does?? iiust assumed i was a person major-sparkles-armstrong Wait that's normal? manna It's not "normal" as "everybody way quit whining" "many people pain, loneliness, anxiety, self-hatred, other symptoms mental illness 'don't count' because there's no real Thing point explain it, but their suffering are ought be taken seriously." However, when I say mean "less than quarter population*. The vast majority aren't massive internal most time. If post resonates with you, super recommend look into health resources, nobody deserves way, very hope information, understanding, therapy, and/or medication work together help better. Fantasizing about being hurt or dying realizes how much isn't sign terrible person. YOU'RE IN A LOT OF PAIN. Pain CAN helped. notes on today make me wanna CRY.